Isaiah James

Going for a Bumble Hookup

I was never into hookups let alone casual stuff. But there comes certain times when you get lonely and you crave cuddles. On the weekend, when my friends left for home, I longed to be in a different space. I wished to be in someone’s house, cooking something, watching a movie or blasting music. I wanted to feel the warmth of someone and yearned for cuddles as well. More than everything I needed a change. I was sick of being in the hostel. I identified myself as a demisexual and I never wanted to have sex and a kiss was the maximum that I could do. I had met a guy on Grindr and he invited me to his place. He was a doctor so I found meeting him at his place safe. I made him promise that he will allow me to stay that night. He did that on account of me agreeing to have sex with him. I didn't want to sleep with him but I wanted to be in his house as I said earlier. He told me that he was having same-sex attraction and he was into sexting and gay porn and had never done anything with a guy. So he wanted to experiment with me, to check whether he was actually gay. He said his biggest dream was to blow someone. And I was stupid enough to go even after hearing all this. When I was about to board the bus I was having second thoughts. What if he turns out to be a serial killer even if he is a doctor? What if he cuts my dick? Brushing aside such thoughts and mustering up courage I boarded the bus.