Virginity Lost

The corn swayed as the wind tugged at the young stalks of corn that shielded them. They had spent their afternoons there since they were children. But, something was different about this afternoon. Donna laid on the ground, the sun shining down on her.

“I wonder what it would be like? Do you ever wonder?’ Donna asked, her eyes becoming a little dreamy as she gazed over at Kyle.

He shifted his seat, re-crossing his legs as he attempted to sit Indian style on the ground. Taking his right index finger, he pushed his dark framed glasses up as they habitually slide down his nose. Fidgeting a little his eyes darted to the left as he broke their gaze.

“No, um, I don’t know,” he answered weakly. “I mean, yeah, I guess I have.” He shrugged, trying to be casual.

Donna wouldn’t let up. She was feeling something that she had not felt before with Kyle. She untangled her long legs from her seated position and stretched her body out across the grass. Taking her bronzed arms and stretching them above her head, reaching her fingers so she could tangle them in the grass, mindlessly pulling small green blades out of the ground. Her white cotton t-shirt stretched across her stomach, exposing her rigid tan abdomen.

Standing to his feet, Kyle adjusted the waist of his pants, pulling them up higher on his hips, looking nervously around the field, as if to make sure no one could see them. He licked his lips as he looked down at her. Jamming his hands in his pockets, then taking his right hand and rubbing the back of his head, he was out of words.

“We could, you know?” Donna coaxed. Sensing that Kyle was nervous, she continued, “You know I never have and neither have you. We could be each other's first.” She went on, “You are my best friend. Plus, I don’t want to go to college a virgin, where I am likely to lose it to someone that won’t matter to me six months later. If I am going to lose it to someone, I want it to be you.”

Kyle could feel his heart melt. He knew she meant it.

“What if, what if, I’m not sure. What if we have sex and afterwards I realize; you know? What will that do to us? How will that make you feel?” He asked.

“Do you think I am beautiful?” Donna asked, ignoring his question.

Kyle nodded. “You know I do.”

“I know we love each other. We have been best friends since we could walk. It might be awkward and it might not,” she said, shrugging a matter of factly.

“Let's just make a pact that we will not let this ruin our friendship,” she said.

Kyle took another look around the fields. It was early summer and the rows of corn were only a foot and a half high. No farmers were out and it seemed they were the only people in a ten mile radius. He stepped over to where Donna was sprawled out and knelt down on the soft ground. Looking over her, he felt helpless, wanting to do something, yet not knowing what to do.

Donna reached for his hand and gently laid his open palm on her tan stomach, letting him feel her skin as she felt his touch. Still having her hand on top of his, she began to guide his hand back and forth from just below her breasts to her lower abdomen, down to where her lace panties began to show themselves from beneath her shorts. With their hands still entwined, they met one another with their first kiss. Kyle pulled his hand away from her stomach to cup her face. They kissed gently and long. Kyle laid down with her on the blades of grass and continued to kiss her gently. Touching and caressing one another, they became familiar with one another's bodies. Friends for so many years and this moment never crossed his mind. She was beautiful and soft under his touch. He loved the shine in her hair and the way her skin glistened in the sun. He could inhale her fragrance forever he thought as he continued to kiss her full on the mouth. Fumbling, he moved his hand back to her stomach letting his hand slide onto her bra he felt her round full bosom, her hard nipple begging for his attention. Slowly he began to retract his hand, when he felt Donna guide it back to her breast. Taking her other hand, she unclipped her bra from the front, exposing her breasts... Kyle stopped kissing her and pulled away. Staring down at the perfectly shaped breasts, he looked back up at Donna, who had been overcome with desire. Placing his hand back on her breast, he moved his head to her stomach and began to kiss her soft skin making his way up to the hard pink nipple. Donna quietly moaned. Fumbling his way down to her beltline, he tried to get inside of the shorts. Realizing they were too snug, he fumbled with the buttons that made up the fly and let his hand slip down over her cotton and lace panties... He began to feel himself lose his courage.

As if she knew, Donna whispered, “Hey, it's us, just us.”

She locked eyes with him and bent up to kiss him full on the mouth again as she squirmed out of her shorts and panties, feeling the soft grass underneath her naked buttocks. She leaned forward, pulling her t-shirt over her head. Reaching to Kyle, she helped him do the same, before laying back on the ground, now fully nude. Kyle looked at her from head to toe. She was truly amazing, he thought as he stretched out next to her. Propping himself up on his elbow, he took his time to look at her. He let his hands run over her body, tracing an imaginary circle on her stomach and then down her thigh only to return to her stomach. Finally he looked up from what he was doing and looked at Donna, his thoughts confirming his fear.

She knew he was stuck. That they had reached the point of actually having sex. She inhaled and paused. As the air began to exit her lungs, Kyle covered her mouth with his. As if he was mustering up all of his courage, he began to wildly kick off his jeans. Finding his way on top of her, feeling her slowly spread her legs, wrapping them around his own, he began rocking back and forth in a gentle motion. He could feel the head of his himself touch her. Moist lips beckoned him further. Continuing, Kyle felt himself enter her as Donna inhaled deeply, feeling the strain of him inside her. Slowly, they lay there, making love under the sun.