Trembling

I should've known the moment my soul recognized yours that you'd be the epitome of complication. My downfall lies in the way I enjoy loving you. From the involuntary curl in my toes when you make me smile, to the way my back arches the moment you step in behind me, your hands taking a hold on my hips the same way your smile had captured my heart the moment I heard your voice for the first time, unrelenting and insatiably eager to consume me with nothing but pleasure.

I hate missing you. The ugly and uneasy feeling of not being near you unsettles me in a way that scares me. I've been left behind to stew in misery more times than I can count, forcing me to stand on my battered limbs until I have no choice but to smile without intention, breathe without any air in my lungs.

You gave me a new heart and instead of appreciating it, I damned the moment I let you into my twisted world full of false hopes and unhappy endings. But you gave me no warning. You simply took the mess I handed you in a broken champagne glass, and you drank it all until you figured out a way to swallow down the sharp excuses I used to keep you away from me.

"I'm home, baby," your words weigh heavy on me as I hear you close the door, and my body begins to uncoil enough to make me drop the sponge into the sink. I focus on the water running and circling the drain and smirk when it reminds me of how I used to be, drowning in the filth of my past. I no longer hear the voice in the back of my mind that tells me I shouldn't love you. I only hear yours telling me the one reason why I should.

"I'd hug you, but my shirt is all wet," I warn as I turn off the water and remove the gloves from my hands as your lips linger on my cheek. My skin is set ablaze during this tender gesture, but my clit throbs with an ache so painful, I had half a mind to ruin your suit with my wet clothes.

Being the mind reader that you've always been, you turn me around and greet me with nothing but a knowing smile and the lifting of my shirt. Tossing it aside, you immediately reach for the back of my neck, craning my head up so you'd be able to kiss me as deeply as you always do.

You enjoy missing me. But only because it makes your heart pound loudly enough to make your ears bleed, reminding you I'm still here making you feel anything but misery. Your fingers waste no time in forcing me to moan for you. They crawl their way into my panties and begin to dip into the flood of juices your arrival had caused, and resume to use my own desire against me.

My head is cradled by your free hand against your chest, while your fingers continue to circle and rub at my clit, coercing my body to writhe for you as I fuck your fingers. As soon as my body begins to shudder for you, you carry me into the living room and resume taking off my clothes until I lay there beneath you in nothing but my panties. You use your teeth to take them off slowly, while your hand reaches up to pinch my hardened nipples, tugging and twisting each one to your preferred state until I'm panting for more.

I begin to take your clothes off, making sure to keep your tie within range just in case I need it, while your mouth hovers over my breasts. Your gaze holds mine steady as you take one nipple into your mouth and begin to tease it with your tongue. Your fingers dip inside of me again, forcing a loud gasp to escape from my throat. The sound alone makes you hard enough to place my hand on your cock. You want me to know how much you've thought about me since you've been gone.

I would've told you I could read your mind too, if you hadn't bitten down so hard on my nipple, igniting my aggressive nature you've always enjoyed bringing out of me. You laugh huskily against my skin as you kiss your way up to my lips, knowing full well what kind of animal you'd just finished unleashing.

I dip my fingers inside of myself, soaking my fingers enough to use it as lubrication against your stiff shaft. Your body leans into mine the moment my hand grips at your swollen head, my thumb rubbing over your sensitive and pulsating tip. You're ready for me and my thighs open for you as I use your cock to tease at my opening. My teeth bite down onto your bottom lip and force you to enter me in one hard motion, penetrating me to the fullest extent. My inner walls clamp up around you, tightening their grip as they pull at you, taking you in deeper and deeper inside of me. Your hands brace themselves behind me on the arm rest, while your lips capture mine again and you thrust inside me slowly.

I've always taken your breath away. From the moment I first caught your eye, to now, when you're so deep inside of me, it makes your eyes water from the intensity of our overwhelming connection, compelling you to moan desperately with every thrust you make.

You've always been able to fuck while your heart was tethered to your sleeve. Not many men had the skill, but you've perfected it in every single way, and I wished you knew just how honored I was to be the only one to witness it. Every plunge you took into my core was just one more reason why I had no choice but to love you. My body had been the first one to leap for you. You now had my heart and my soul ready to fall off the steep edges of this treacherous road just to see you smile.

I claim your face with my hands, your forehead resting against mine as you continue to fuck us both into an orgasm so great, we were certain the neighbors could hear just how much we enjoyed cumming together. Our laughter only grew when we heard the banging on the walls, letting us know they had indeed heard our lovemaking sounds through the paper thin walls dividing us.

I grab onto your tie before you lift yourself off me and carry me to the bedroom. You know better than to flick your tongue over my nipple as a distraction, but you do it anyway, just in time to snatch your tie out of my hand and drop me onto the bed. You blindfold me then, and you seal my discomfort with a reassuring kiss. You knew I've always had trust issues and being blindfolded would send my body into high alert, but I was certain this was what you were aiming for. You wanted my entire body to prepare itself for the incoming ride of passion.

"Turn for me," you plead in a rough tone as you clear your throat when you see my opening already glistening for you. I moan when you lightly spank my behind when I get on my knees on the mattress beneath me, and gasp when I feel your thumb run along my slick folds, opening me up wide enough for you to enter me from behind.

I curse everything in sight when you fill me with your cock. My hands grip onto the fabric of our bed sheets as your hands hold my hips steady. You melt inside of me, hovering over my body as your hand takes a grip on my breast, your fingers tugging hard at my sensitive nipple as you begin to fuck me slowly. You take your time building up the tension between us, making sure to hit the right spot each time your shaft pumps into me. I roll my hips just in time to make you increase your thrusts. You fuck me harder, and faster, reaching down in between my legs to rub my clit. My raspy whimper fills the room as you tap at my aching nub, making my body jump slightly at the bone-shattering sensation.

I can't see a thing. But I can feel you everywhere around me as if there were multiple versions of you touching me, kissing every inch of my body. You weren't beneath me, but I could feel the pull of my nipples being devoured by your mouth. You weren't beside me, but I could feel the warmth of your breath tickling my ear, as it whispered a thousand more reasons why you had no choice but to love me so salaciously.

Your cock is swelling against my inner walls, forcing them to tighten around you again. The pounding sensation of your eager fingers on my clit and your thick shaft plunging deeper and deeper inside me made me scream for you. You untied the blindfold then, and turned me over just in time to cum right at my opening, filling it with your hot seed as you slipped back inside me once again, moaning my name deeply against my lips as you kept thrusting until I had no choice but to cum with you.

It was your turn to fall apart tonight. But it seemed we were both trembling with enough love in our veins to last a lifetime.