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Too Much Isn't Enough

His wife is going to freak if she only knew.

By Paige KostyniukPublished 7 years ago 10 min read
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That one day when I was staying at my parents' place in Two Hills, I was hoping to have some peace and quiet after working up north for three weeks at a time. I worked in Yellowknife being an apprentice welder for this guy a friend of mine hooked me up with to get some hours in and make some good money. What I didn't know about this guy I went with was that he would be a complete creep. I guess I underestimated my friend and what she had done wasn't doing me a favor but only bringing problems into my life while I was so far away from home and alone with my welder that I was supposed to be learning from and trusting while working with him. The drive was long and very uncomfortable. The getting to know each other part usually is, but this conversation was different. It sure wasn't the usual kind that had normal questions like how I knew his friend and if we went to school together. Like when did I want to become a welder and why I wanted to? But instead I got the questions like, would I cuddle him if it was cold in the camper and what kind of panties I wore to what sexual position is my favorite? That's the crap I got. I laughed it off and put up with it for three very long weeks. I never slept with this man, who had half a face. I didn't mention that part, he had only half a face. There was a fire and he was sleeping because at the time he was a heavy drinker and he passed out with a cigarette in his hand and he almost burnt to death. So this man had half a face from the fire he caused. After that his wife left him and his kids were afraid of him so they didn't want to see him either. He some how met my girlfriend and they were seeing each other for the sex and he had money so she used him and I'm sure he knew it but nobody wanted to be around him so she used that and got whatever she needed. Then one day I mentioned to another friend of mine that I had this welding diploma and wanted to get some hours in so I could get back on my feet and leave my parents place. So he then told me that he has an idea and will get back to me. While let me say, having a few drinks outside my parents place with a few good friends. That's where this all started, friends getting drunk together and me mentioning I needed to make some money to leave my parents. I loved my parents but they're my parents. Can't have much of a life living with them, especially the hot and heavy kind of friendships. And let me include, after being away for awhile and not having a man in my life or being around one because of where I was for a bit I really wanted to have that special friend around, and really badly. It killed me not to be bad and take advantage of either friend that was drinking with me at my folks place. I don't regret not having sex with one of them but I did have sex later the next day. It was completely random and oh so very good.

Maybe just knowing that it wasn't like me just to give myself to someone so freely, and without any regrets. God! It was so good. Every part of my body that night was on fire, from my toes all the way to my head. I felt so light headed, from the drinking we both did or from the excitement, I wasn't sure and I really didn't care. I wanted that night never to end. The way he held me, to kissing me and making my body shiver from his wet lips touching my skin just enough to feel them. His strong, working hands gropping every inch of my body. I could feel his hands rough from working and fixing things around his new place. That was such a turn on to me, a working man who was so very sexy and someone I wanted to be with for so very long, I finally got to be with him again and in a way that I wouldn't feel guilty or have any regrets. It was our time, our moment, our passion that we had for each other since we were kids. But because of my stupid decisions we were torn apart but still close since he was my husbands bestfriend. That's what tore us apart and he waited for me but I didn't see it, how blind I must have been not to see love right before me eyes. I just want to curl up and die every time I think about that we would've been together by now if I would have opened myu eyes a bit wider to see the whole picture.

It doesn't matter now, time has gone by and I know if I ever wanted him that all it would take is a text message and a day or two. It would have to be during the week and I would have to stay in Vegreville so that we could be together. And the Greyhound trip there and back, it's not that long either just to have that time and cash is all it would take to have him inside me again. He will never say no to me, and that's his weakness, which I do play when I when I want him. I want him now and I can't think of anything other than him. It's not wrong to have these feelings for a man, and it can't be wrong to have urges so strong for a man. It's just wrong that this man I feel this way for is spoken for, and he has to sneak around to make love to me, and the sad thing is he loves me and not her. I know this because he tells me as well as I can feel it when we're together that his heart is mine. He never wanted her from the start, she was just there when the rest of us left and left him for someone else. Isn't that horrible? I can't believe that I blew my chance to actually be in his life like I want to be, I want the world to know and not hide my feelings. God! I was so stupid. When they say "Love is blind," it's so true. I don't know why I never reached out for him before and now I might never have that chance but only to be his mistress. I can't wait though to be on my way again on that Greyhound to that country town again. The fact that I was going to him would make my day so much more worth living. It sounds selfish in a way, but heck with it we only live once and this once I want it to be with him. I want him to be inside me so bad. I want him on me, kissing me with those warm, hot, wet lips gently hovering above my warm skin, with the suspense when he'd actually lay them on me. The way he'd touch me, make my body shake and shiver, makes me so wet with anticipation and my breathing would be so deep and hard, with my lips swelling with pleasure and lust. He's the only one that has ever brought me to that certain level. I've been with all types of men and experienced their love sticks, but something about him made me that much more over the edge with pleasure. He really rocked my world and then some. It was knee shaking and my sweet spot would throb before and especially afterwards. I needed him to be mine so that I could continue feeling this certain way. I have had the hardest orgasms ever with him. I can still feel his member inside me when I close my eyes and think of him in a sexual way. I can almost taste him on my lips if I really get into him and want him, my mind takes off and I place him between my legs and eating my muffin ever so slowly. God! His hot mouth licking at me and his saliva dripping off my swollen lips, he'd slip a finger or two so slowly into my hot hole and so deep, oh God! So deep. Thrusting them in and out in and out, lashing at me, licking, thrusting in me, I didn't want to cum on his fingers yet, not yet I needed more than that. What else will he do to me? I want him in my mouth right now. I ask, "Baby, turn around for me and let me suck on you, lover." So he does and I reach under him and stroke him a little before he gets closer to my mouth. His moaning and his breathing gets harder and deeper, he must be enjoying it. Makes me enjoy it that much more as well. I continue stroking and touching his balls. Cupping them and suckling them ever so gently in my mouth. It fills my mouth so nicely, its so exciting its so amazing. I am still being fingered and his tongue is going absolutely crazy down there and I enjoy it so damn much. He licks me ever so gently but yet with just enough to make me vibrate with complete pleasure. How I dream of these moments and never want to wake, this time I just open my eyes and he's right in front of me. He's right here in the flesh, I have him in my mouth, he's licking my muffin and all my juices are flowing into his palm from his fingers thrusting me over and over again. I want to cum so bad, so hard I don't know if I can hold back on this one. I can feel he was getting harder and thicker with every twist and twirl of my tongue on his member. I know I was pleasuring him like he was doing to me.

And without a word I gripped onto him and let out a moan as my whole body shook and I let go. My eyes rolled back and I gasped a deep breath while still licking and sucking on his tip and sliding my mouth gently down the entire shaft. Every inch of him. I let myself have the deepest orgasm ever. I felt like as if I was floating on clouds, my whole body felt so light and like jello. I felt his cock throbbing with excitement and he thrust it into my mouth and I tasted his nectar on my tongue, filling my mouth with warm cum. He jolted back and shook and I let his cock fall from my mouth, I wiped him from my lips and flipped onto my back staring up at nothing. Eyes were closed and the biggest smile ever on my face. He joined me on his back and said softly, "I love you, always have." Then he reached for my hand and placed it on his chest, as we both fell asleep naked next to one another. I wanted this man for so many years and I still want him, just can I have him or is it going to be back to the random fulfillment? I'll take my chances.

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Paige Kostyniuk

I am a single mom with only one left in the nest. I grew up in a little country town before moving to the big city. I have always wanted to be a writer and travel around the world. I am a big fan of horror movies; the scarier the better.

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