The Sexy Surgeon

I stand up and look it over, half amused half confused. He pulled away before I could say anything else. I took a deep breath as I watched him cruise down the roadway too fast for conditions. Expelling a big breath of relief, my mind wanders back to the way he looked today. He was wearing a baby blue collared T-shirt with a nice dark pair of jeans and had on a tan D-ring belt with the extra flap just hanging down his muscular thigh. I was never into men who had muscle, let alone what he was packing in that shirt of his. I snap out of it when I almost walked behind a car that was reversing, I was tingling between my thighs with the anticipation of him hopefully being between them one day.

Little J was still sound asleep when I walked in the house. Closing the door behind me, I drop to the floor in tears. Is this what my life has come to? Hiding what my life consists of. I wanted my person, or my old person, but he ain't in the picture anymore. Not that he would give two shits anyway and that’s why we are not together. Part of me misses him the other part says I miss the routine not him. I pack a hitter with the greatest herb on the planet. I don’t do it much, but I might just have a mental breakdown if I don’t. There is no going to a gym anymore so this is my fix right now. Inhale... exhale... Falling back into the couch I pull my phone out of my back pocket and type the number off the card... Do I dare do it? Some say getting under another person helps get you past someone else. “So why the stop today” I stare at the message for a minute then decide to hit send anyway, because who cares at this point? I tuck the phone away and fall beside this little human. I just stare at him, my mind starts to slow the thought process. A tear rolls down my cheek when I realize my life will never be the same. I hate the world so much right now and I wish I could run away.

My phone buzzes in my back pocket, My heart falls into my stomach. I forgot I texted him. I pull out my phone and swipe it open. “Well why not? It would be rude of me not to follow up.” There was something off about that message but I pushed the feeling aside. I couldn’t help myself, I text him “Do you have a girlfriend or a wife I might have to worry about going crazy on me?” Almost instantly, I get a reply back.

“Nah, she’s nice;)” I felt the complete sarcasm in that text.

“Okay, because my boyfriend wouldn’t be too happy” I reply.

Immediately my phone starts ringing, unknown. I pick it up. I hear someone breathing harshly in the phone whispering my name. I knew it was him.

“Oh you have a boyfriend huh?” He growls.

“No… I ummm… was kidding like you were about your girlfriend answer...” I sigh his voice making me tingle all over my body.

“Oh…” his voice trails off.

Little J starts to fuss so I hang up on him. Half feeling bad, half amused that he was jealous.

Sarah comes home and she must have baby fever because she offers to watch him tonight if I wanted to get out. Three o‘clock rolls around, it’s time for my run.

“Sarah, can you watch him for like 30 minutes while I go for a run... or a lack thereof?" I ask pleading.

“Sure, but you have to promise me that you are not brought back in some random guys car.” She smirks at me.

I smile back and get my running shoes on and wrap my ankle up with an ace wrap. I kiss the baby’s forehead goodbye. He was asleep as I walked out the door.

I step outside the door and take a sharp breath in. It is 60 degrees and the snow is melting. It is finally almost Springtime. All the water forces me to run off the road, forcing me to go on the sidewalk. I stretch out a little bit and start with walking, then as my ankle adapts I pick up the pace to a light jog. My ankle starts feeling the pressure so I guess a jog is all I am getting in today. That’s okay, better than nothing I guess. I hit the stop sign and turn around to head back the other way when I hear a car revving his engine behind me, I come to a complete halt. I know who that engine belongs to. I slowly turn around and find Alex sitting in his car smirking. He creeps up to me and rolls down the window.

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