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The Love I Can Never Have

Noticing Jay

By Shay CaseyPublished 7 years ago 3 min read
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We met on Kik, on the Roleplay side app. It started out as a simple role play with him and another fellow role player. It was supposed to be a threesome and it got dull after a couple hours as well as the other guy having to work that night. I liked his vibe so I decided to talk to him outside of role play and that night changed my life considerably ever since that night. We talked a little and he convinced me to get Skype, little did I know that wouldn't be the first time he convinced me to do anything. I got Skype and signed up for it connecting with him on their no less than ten minutes later. We started getting to know each other and we weren't that far apart in age he was 17 and so was I. I'm older by a couple months but the power that he had over me showed from the start that he was in control.

Even now three years later he can still get his way whenever he decides he wants to play with me. Before I knew it I was his long distance sex toy, he'd call me on Skype and check on me and occasionally play with me. I was his little long before it was a trendy thing and how popular it is now. Just the other day we were role playing which we do every now and then usually just because I ask. We were the roles of student and Dean Smith (college). It lasted a couple days they usually do consider our schedules and days we mostly text during the day and video call at night. He quickly became my master and made me do things for him, strip out of my clothes. He'd make me masturbate with him and if I didn't listen I'd be punished. I would be made to masturbate until I couldn't take it anymore. There were also times where I would be made to play with myself but I wasn't allowed to cum.

There were also times where if I was good and ask nicely he'd put on a show for me which consisted of me watching him masturbate and every now and then I'd join him. Jay isn't one of those masters that are very forcing, he knows what he wants and has an attitude that shows he's in control. Being his little is ideal because there's no strain if there is something I don't want to do I don't have to. If I decide I no longer want to be a little or I leave and want to come back then I can. He'd always find a way to make things easier for me even when things get hard.

We have become very close in the last three years and he still can talk me into trying basically anything then and now. He's six feet and four inches of pure chocolaty goodness. Low cut faded hair a beautiful white smile and a killer jawline. Biceps pecs and abs are all toned and on point, my pussy is wet just thinking about him. His non-nonchalant 'it is what it is' attitude turns me on so much. Everything about him is just amazing to me we don't talk as much because he has a girlfriend now. she is fine with what he does but I just don't like her. There was once a time when I was in love with him and he knows it the thought of him having a legit girlfriend bothers me but I don't mind as long as I get time in with Daddy.

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Shay Casey

Urban fiction writer with a crazy imagination and not afraid to show my wild side

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