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The First Time

The first time one has sex, it is never what one tends to expect it to be.

By jasmine jamesPublished 6 years ago 9 min read
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It was a Friday night and I was doing what I always did on Friday nights. Grab my favorite bag of chips, a can of strawberry Fanta, and turn on my favorite movie. Being a senior in high school some would say that I should be out partying or hanging out with my friends but to me this was much more enjoyable. The difference this time was I had recently got into a relationship with my best friend Trevor. We have been best friends since the 3rd grade and I honestly do not know what I would do without him. We naturally did everything together, but then one day he decided that he wanted to change everything.

Thinking back, I honestly do not think I thought of him in that way at all. He was always my best friend someone I could count on, he was so close to me that I never really thought of him as something else. When he told me he wanted us to try dating I didn't know what to say. I just looked at him with this weird look thinking, "What on earth are you talking about?" I didn't understand why he would want to change something so great as our friendship. I decided to tell him my concerns, like what happens if we broke up. He spent over an hour trying to convince me that that would never happen because he wouldn't let it happen. He said that this was bound to happen whether I knew it or not. I decided to take some time to think it over, I needed to weigh the good and the bad but I already knew what my answer would end up being. I knew that I didn't want to lose him. He was my ride or die and I never wanted that to change. I didn't dislike the idea of dating him, I mean we spend all of our time together anyways the only difference would be the fact that we would be more intimate. After thinking it over I decided to tell him yes. I didn't realize it at the time but I didn't truly understand how intimate people in relationships really were.

I knew that when me and Trevor started dating we would have to start kissing, I had no experience in this area but I was open with trying it. What I didn't realize was that sex was also a part of being intimate, that was expected when being in a relationship. In my mind that was something you did with a life long partner not a bf from high school even if you have known him your whole life. When he told me he wanted to have sex I immediately told him I wasn't ready I mean we had only been dating about a month at that point and it seemed far too soon for something as serious as sex. He was completely understanding of it and dropped the topic. This was another reason why I liked him; he didn't push me to do anything I wasn't comfortable with. What I didn't realize was how the male body works. After I said no, he waited about a week before asking again. My answer stayed the same, but that didn't stop him from asking again and again. I was confused, I didn't understand why he kept asking after I said no. I decided to approach him about it, and he said he couldn't help it because he was a guy and I am a girl and when we are together he just gets these urges that he can't control. I asked him to explain further so we talked all night about it and I explained to him that I would tell him when I am ready so that he wouldn't have to keep asking and I wouldn't have to keep rejecting him. I was slowly starting to fall for him in a romantic way so I didn't want something like this to change that.

It's now been over 6 months since me and Trevor started dating and we are doing really well. As I get up to go to the bathroom I realize that I want Trevor here with me. I decide to text him, and within ten minutes he is knocking on my door. I open the door and give him a hug and a kiss before ushering him into my living room. We both sit down and cuddle under the blankets. I've grown used to these broad shoulders and the way he holds me makes me feel so secure. As we continue to watch the movie he starts to rub my thigh. It feels good so I turn to him and smile. As I look into his light blue eyes something in me screams "kiss him." I lean forward and lay my lips on his. He wraps his arms around my body pulling me in closer. I do the same until we are completely intertwined with each other. We stay like this for over 10 minutes just passionately kissing each other until my body starts to feel hot. I had never felt this feeling before, so it kind of caught me off guard. I pull away and just stare at him. He has never looked more attractive to me in my life. At first I am confused, then I finally realize, it's time, I'm ready.

I tell him this and his eyes widen, and a smile brightens his face. He asks with anticipation "really!" I reply with a nervous yes and he picks me up and heads up the stairs to my room. He sits me on the bed and quickly takes off his shirt, revealing his rock hard abs. I think to myself, how have I never felt this way before when he looks like that? He pins me to the bed and starts kissing me while unbuttoning my blouse. Before he can unbutton the last button, I stop him. He has never seen my body before and I am kind of scared to show him. I tell him that I am not sure I want him to see because he might change his mind about me. He reassures me saying that I look beautiful and that I am beautiful and nothing under my shirt will change that. He unbuttons the last button revealing my two large insecurities. I have never been fond of them, but he just smiles while looking at them and says, "They're beautiful just like you." I smile and pull him in for a long passionate kiss, the feelings that made my body hot return but this time my vagina starts to tingle. I push him off me and immediately pull down my pants, he immediately starts to do the same. I pull down my underwear and take off my bra leaving nothing on but the smile on my face.

We smile at each other because we both know that we are finally going to become one, something he has been wanting for a very long time and something that I should have been wanting for just as long. I knew that the next hour of my life would be magical. He laid me down on the bed once again and started kissing me everywhere. First on my lips then my neck all the way down to my stomach. He then returns to my breasts. With his tongue he starts to circle my nipple. Pleasure starts to run down my body. He begins to suck and lick and eventually nibble. I can no longer control myself I let out a loud moan of pleasure. He then looks up at me and smiles and says, "If you liked that, then you will love what comes next." He slowly moves down to my vagina kissing my body along the way. He proceeds to lick my clit. I can't help but moan with pleasure as he does this, my toes are clenched from me trying to hold it in. He finally stops and says, "Are you ready?" I say yes yes, I want you inside me now! He smiles as he leads his penis towards my vagina. As his long thick dick starts to enter my extremely wet vagina all of the pleasure I was feeling begins to fade away and all that remains is pain.

OMG is all that I can seem to muster as he continues to slowly insert his penis into me. The farther he goes the more it hurts, I can't help but cry to try to release some of the pain I am feeling. Why was this hurting so much when everything else felt so amazing? He gives it one last push and I scream. He looks at me with worry and asks if I am okay. I tell him no, it wasn't supposed to be like this, why does it hurt so much? He tells me he is sorry and that we can stop if I want to. I tell him its okay, let's just finish. After I tell him this, he proceeds to thrust inside of me. With every thrust I feel a mixture of pain and pleasure. I decide that maybe this would feel better from a different angle. We change position, now he is firmly holding onto both of my ass cheeks and I am face down on the bed with my legs spread open. I starts thrusting again and I can feel every inch of his dick inside my stomach. He starts to go faster and faster eventually leaning down and grabbing my breast. He then proceeds to grab and squeeze each nipple. I scream out, "Yes, yes more don't stop." He asks if the pain is gone and I reply not completely but this feeling of pleasure is far greater so don't stop. He smiles and continues to fuck me long and hard. After a few more minutes I can feel this intense sensation sweep my body as I am feeling this he screams, "I'm coming." Not sure of this feeling that I am feeling I assume it is an orgasm and I grab hold of him and say let's come together. As I say this, he releases his hot juices inside me. When we are both finished we both lay back and panting and smiling from what just happened. We had finally had sex, but it was nothing like what I had expected it to be. Whether that is a good or bad thing, there is one thing I know for sure, I want to do it again.

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