Sexual Intent

Sexual intent can mean many different things to different people. I suppose some people’s sexual intent depends on their state of mind, what they believe in and what they have experienced throughout their life.

Some individuals won’t experience any bad sexual intent within their life they will just experience the more powerful intent from the bedroom. But some people aren’t always that lucky, some people have to go through the experience of the worst sexual intent. I know it’s a bit forward to be thinking about how it could end, but some people never really realise what others go through because of someone's sexual intent.

There are a few different sexual intents that people can experience, these are:

1. To achieve the sexual feeling or satisfaction from another person.
2. Another could be to achieve the sexual feeling from yourself.
3. To achieve sexual acts/performances

But there are a few which I would prefer not to talk to about…only because they are quite intrusive and can bring up some bad memories for people who may read this.

I suppose sexual intent can relate to sexual desires in some ways. This is because although your sexual desires change, so can your sexual intentions. These can all change over time. Some people’s sexual intent can change from being innocent and wanting to perform different sexual acts to wanting to have more than just sexual acts with someone, taking control of the individual's life and so on.

I have a little story to tell you all. So here goes:

It was a bright summer eve in May 2017, there was myself, a 20-year-old, and my partner of five months. We were traveling around in our car, watching the sun set throughout the country sides in the west of England. We were and still are madly in love, watching each other grow and learn as the days progress. Our sexual intents can be very different day by day, but sometimes it grows on one of us and we choose to carry on with one or the others' intent. This could be anything from performing sexual acts to each other or on each other, but it can also lead to sex performances.

The thrill was incredible learning what we both liked to do, what he preferred to do. I prefer a man who can take the lead to know what he’s doing. Somehow, I picked the perfect man; on that summer's eve he was able to take the lead/control, to show me what he could do.

He was able to show me what he knew about so many different sexual acts, even some that I didn’t know about (as of yet). He was able to take the sexual control over me. I couldn’t believe the sexual feelings I was experiencing, it was like they had put a spell over me, my body couldn’t control what was coming over me. I’d never felt something so real in my life. He knew how to give me what I loved.

After giving me the incredible feeling over so many times I began to almost crave the feeling. The more and more we were seeing each other, the more and more we would learn how we could both give each other the incredible feeling, but also how we could learn the new opportunities that we both might have.

Although craving the feeling so much and doing it so many times you would think that we would get bored about doing the same things that we knew worked, but somehow, we still don’t get bored, it’s like our love still thrills our sexual feelings for each other. I don’t think I could ever get bored of someone who can make me feel as if I am on top of the world for every touch they may, every sound they make and even everything they do.