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My First Time

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By Miranda MartinPublished 6 years ago 3 min read
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My first time having sex was very odd honestly. I don’t know if it normal to try to have sex for the first time while on your period. My boyfriend and I had been together for a couple months now. I was a virgin and he wasn’t, he had had sex with other girls before and he was very experienced. I on the other had had only kissed one other guy before dating him. That was all I had done before I was with him, just kissed. I loved my boyfriend very much, in fact he was my first love. I had talked dirty to guys before but I had never done anything beyond that. I knew I was ready to have sex with him, but I just wanted to find the right time to. We were never really alone together. I was 15 and he was 17, he was in a way my first boyfriend. All the other ones before him didn’t count because we never went out or saw each other other than at school. I finally decided that it was time for us to just go ahead and have sex, but I suddenly started my period. That wasn’t going to stop me though.

So like any other virgin I researched it. I looked up ways to have sex while on my period. He had to purchase the condoms, though because I had no way of getting those. I started to get worried when the time came near. More like nervous. I got some towel because everything that I read it said that it would get messy. I decided that we were going to have to have sex on the floor because my bed squeaked if you barely moved on it, and I didn’t need my parents knowing what was going on. I was not ready for that conversation with them. He came over finally and I was still nervous about having sex for the first time. I had thought of having sex many times but I had never thought it would be so soon. I just wanted to do it and get it over with. To give it a chance to get better. I mean we had done other stuff such as make out, fingering, hand jobs, and he had even went down on me before we had sex. I was still nervous though.

We started with making out and he removed my pants and started to finger me. It felt awkward at first. Every first time does though I suppose. I laid there nervous. First we tried it with him on top but that was not working so we switched to me on top. He had to put himself inside me, although he still has to today. He even had to help me move so that I could get the hang of it. I didn’t enjoy it the first time. I think it was just because I was uncomfortable and I was on my period. He finished very quickly. I assume that it was because it had been awhile since he had had sex with someone. We waited a long while before we had sex again. I loved him though and I knew we would have sex again. I was just waiting for it to get better. Now it is, it is so great having sex with him. I have had sex with other men now and I know that I only want to have sex with him for the rest of my life. We have a very good sex life now. We have sex very often now. Pretty much anytime he comes over we have sex. Sex gets a lot better after the first time.

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Miranda Martin

"The truth will set you free but first it will piss you off"

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