I'm Coming Out

I finally got the courage to come out... as a slut. I have a really healthy (or unhealthy) sexual appetite. I have had sex with men, women, and everything in between. I've been a prostitute and a pimp. Had sex with coaches and professors. Been on paid vacations, and have pissed away at least a hundred grand of someone else's money. And that's just one guy. Yes it has been a wild ride. One day I found myself masturbating to some of the craziest porn on the internet (and that's saying something) when I had a moment of clarity, the proverbial light flashed before my eyes and everything made sense. At my darkest point of my life with my manhood in my hand I found absolute happiness.

That little blurb will probably be apart of the intro to my book STUD: The Redemption of a Whore. Up until this point I have lived life on my own terms, wild and free. Then one day I woke up and realized life had hit me hard as fuck. I was 33 years old, out of shape, an unemployed black man living back in my parent's basement, still sneaking girls and guys in through the backdoor at night like it's high school. How the fuck did I fall off so hard? Why didn't my friends stage an intervention? What the hell have I been doing with myself these past 10 years?

Then it hit me... I have been living life to the fullest. If your deepest, darkest favorite porno, and your favorite scripted TV show had a baby, it probably wouldn't be half as interesting as some of the things I have been through. And I don't write as a victim, I write for therapy. I have learned to embrace every single moment that has led me to the edge of madness. I had to be broken in every possible way to realize that true happiness can only come from within. I had to sexually exhaust myself to understand I was addicted to the huge amounts of serotonin released in my body after sharing the most intimate type of interaction you can have with almost strangers. But like I said before... I'm not a victim; so I figured out a way to share these stories with you, and ultimately help you understand that you should be chasing that addiction too.

Feed that little slut that you have locked away in that cold, dark cell on that really creepy island far far away from everything in your "real life." Not saying you need to go and do everything I did in order to find true happiness, but I will say that embracing the slut in me helped me find my way.