From Fantasy to Reality

My stomach's wrapped in knots. Another night of waking up hours before my alarm. The clock’s early morning numbers stare back at me. I can’t turn my mind off even in my sleep. Sighing, I turn away from the irritating bright digits and look up at the ceiling. Moonlight seeps through the curtains, illuminating the pale walls. My mind uncontrollably wanders back to my sleepless thoughts.

Even lying alone in my bed, I can feel his hands all over me. Sometimes wrapped around my hips, then gliding up my thighs. His lips are still fresh on my neck. My heart jolts and my body tingles at the ghostly sensations. Hands around my waist-through my hair. I bite my lower lip relishing in the memories. My mind starts to run wild with sexual fantasies.

We’re alone in a familiar room of our choosing and he can’t refrain. He’s behind me wrapping his hands around my thighs. My self-control is completely spent, and I finally give in. I turn around, take his shirt in my hands, and press him against the wall. I kiss him lightly at first to see how he responds, and with that, his lips part, and my mind starts swimming in pleasure. He lifts both my legs to wrap around him and turns to press me against the wall.

With each kiss he presses his body harder against mine, and I can feel his excitement through his jeans. I let out a low moan as I become wet with anticipation. So much tension built up for this moment, and I don’t want to stop.

My eyes snap open, and I’m back in the moonlight staring at my bedroom ceiling. I exhale and smile. He has had a habit of filling my mind with those lately. I could use one of these fantasies to writhe in pleasure alone and finally get some sleep. I I reach into my bedside drawer for a toy my phone flashes with a text. My heart picks up as his name appears on the screen with three simple texts.

"Hey."

"Can’t sleep."

"Can I come over?"

My hands are slightly shaking as I type in my one-word response.

"Yes."

I get out of bed and walk to the kitchen to put the kettle on. I think a hot drink will calm my nerves before he gets here. After all, he might just want to talk, but my mind knows otherwise.

I sit on the sofa and sip the peppermint tea. My stomach starts to calm down until I hear a faint knock at the door. Setting down my cup, I grab my throw to blanket me from the crisp fall winds outside. I peak through the side window. His hands are tucked in his pockets, and he’s still wearing his day clothes.

I open the door to his smiling face. He says, “Hey you,” and I respond with a, “Hey. Come in,” I move to the side while he steps over the walk, and I close and lock the door.

As I ask him if he wants something to drink he moves in front of me and pushes my hair away from my face with his hands. Suddenly, his lips pressed against mine send me spiraling. He pulls away just barely to see my reaction, and I greedily envelope his lips with mine. At that permission my back is against the front door, and his body is pressing into mine. I pull off his jacket and lift his shirt over his head. He removes my tank and our bare skin meets, sending waves of satisfaction through me.

I wrap my legs around him as we kiss, and he quickly carries me to the empty kitchen table. Setting me down, he kisses down my chest to remove my last bit of clothing. He nibbles his way up my thigh and grabs my hips to pull all of me into his mouth. Blasts of sensations hit me, and moans escape my mouth. I bite my bottom lip to quiet myself.

My legs are shaking as I hear him remove is belt, unzip his pants, and then he’s inside me. His fingers lace through mine, and he lifts me up to kiss him. His thrusts are anything but gentle, and I can feel the kitchen table starting to give away underneath me. He picks me back up, and we quickly make it to the sofa. He sets down with me on top of him so I’m in control. I move in slower motions as we look at each other and smile. His hands are back on my hips as he feels my energy wain and helps push himself deeper inside me.

His head tilts back and his satisfying moans give me a burst of energy to continue those velvety sounds. I let out a moan as another sweet release radiates through my body. With my energy draining he flips me over so he’s on top, and thrusts deeply into me. I feel him pulsate as that ecstasy hits him and he collapses with his head on my chest.

Tbc.