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Embracing the Sexuality That One Other Feared

By Colby BlackPublished 6 years ago 3 min read
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My ventures into the fetish culture started in my young adult years. A friend of mine started dating a girl that invited him to a fetish event that took place in our town. In order to attend this event, she requested that he sign up for an account on FetLife. Like most guys, he read me and my uncle her kinks and asked us if we thought it was normal or if he should go. We advised him that if he joins up on the site it could hinder his social life and maybe corporate life. He signed up for the account either way, attended the event, and saw her for a week more. To him she was perfect, but to her he was the epitome of vanilla with, as he described, “a red bull can sized dick.” His gloating, a coping mechanism to deal with his inability to walk due to disease, got him nowhere with her. He eventually settled down in an Ozzie and Harriet life that felt suitable for him.

My first “official” girlfriend was into romanticizing sex all the time. It did not mesh but she tried her best to appease the dominant side I had. She would not consent to me slapping or choking her during sex but light spankings and bondage were okay. This was during the dominance of 50 Shades of Grey, so her attempt to romanticize the actions being forced upon her by a “sex addict” was understandable. I continued with aftercare to show her that it was not hatred that compelled me to enjoy forced orgasms and bondage, but rather sexual gratification. I had to show her that there was still love. She had only been with one other guy before me and cried the first few months when I would enter her; this was the end she informed me of her sexuality flourishing. I essentially killed sex for her.

A few days later I started talking to a girl at work after we got drunk with a group of coworkers and started discussing our feelings towards sex. She told me that the thing that caught her attention was my response to her question of whether I liked “unwashed pussy.” It was an answer that sparked her curiosity and allowed our conversation to continue well into our eventual marriage. I feel the need to inform that me and her did not have sex that night, but instead laid the seeds needed to continue. She got drunk and grabbed my crotch, while I reached behind and grabbed her while we were dancing.

We both felt bad, especially since she was in a relationship, the week after and a little ashamed to continue talking. I mustered up the courage and sent her a message through instant messenger at work. I apologized for anything that happened and asked if everything was okay when she got home. We continued talking for a few more weeks; we kept it platonic since we were at work and I essentially placed myself in the friend zone due to her relationship. During this time she informed me of her boyfriend developing feelings for one of his coworkers. I thought it was strange but she has since informed me that she felt like she needed something to compete with my recent breakup.

We started training in a new system that our company was implementing to service customers together. We kept our remarks snide to one another outside of the instant messenger. We decided to do what we called the “dirty contest.” I had no idea what this would entail except that it would be completely off the record at work. I received a message on one of my instant messenger platforms from her. It was an agreement as to what we would disclose to others. During our contest, she disclosed to me that she had been involved in a devil's threeway and rim jobbed a guy. Those were her accomplishments. Her surprise came when I informed her that I had tied up my ex fiancé and forced her to orgasm numerous times. It was the cherry on top of my “pussy is pussy” answer from the first night we danced.

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Colby Black

"There are people looking for adventure, but when it comes to you... You are the adventure." - Mi Querida Esposa

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