Diary of the Paraphilic: Beginnings

I was young, so young, indeed! So young! But just as a fresh dream remains in the memory bank upon waking up from a good nights sleep; I can still remember the awe moment as the point of life manifested itself before me. So that's what I do with it! As I skimmed through the pornography magazine I found hidden under my parent's mattress. I looked up at my friend. He looked back at me. We smiled at each other. I wonder if he thought the same thing I thought. You're going to be the bottom. I just knew I had to convince him into letting me stick my thangy inside of him.But how? Did he want to poke me; just like I want to poke him?Maybe he wants to be poked? Yes, I bet he does want to be poked. Let's work with that idea, I thought to myself. Want to wrestle? Sure. I mounted his back and started choking him guillotine style. He rolled to his left. I lost my grip on him, but I stayed mounted. His arms reached in with as much fury and might as he could muster to undue my grip from his neck, but I stay'd strong. I stay'd strong for as long as I could and I imagined myself wearing him down slowly. Wearing him down until he was weak. Weak for me to take advantage of his weakness. He tried to stand up, but I shut that down quick by rolling my body to the right and dragging him back down to the floor. I wrapped my legs around his legs and started dry humping him from behind. It took a moment for him to realize what was going on. But I could feel the air static change in that dynamic. I felt him give in to the pleasure and excitement that he knew, oh yes he knew, what was about to happen. My heart started beating faster and faster. This was so exciting for me. What was going to happen? I thought to myself. I felt him becoming weaker and weaker. Time started to become slower and slower. I reached down and started to pull off his pants. He reached down and tried his hardest to prevent me from ripping them off. NO! NO! NO! He begged me. But I didn't stop. Oh no, I choked him harder! I dry humped him harder! And when the time came again. I started to pull his pants down to reveal his bare ass. My hard cock was throbbing with excitement. His cock was throbbing too. I massaged it with my left hand while keeping him mildly choked with my right. He thrust his cock in and out of my hand and begged me over and over to stop. But I didn't. I didn't want to. And he didn't want me to either. I released him from the choke hold and mounted him from the back. I opened up his butt-cheeks to see his red-hole. I licked my lips and proceeded to jab my cock inside of him. STOP! STOP! STOP! I wouldn't go in. But I tried several more times. I needed something smooth to get it inside. I spit on my hand and lubed my cock up. Finally! With my freshly wet cock, I jammed it into his red-hole. The heat felt so good. He growled like a wolf, but didn't move around or try to prevent what was happening to him. I thrusted my cock deeper and deeper into him. The feeling was the best feeling I'd ever felt. Better than climbing the rope in gym class. I thrusted in and out of him. Mimicking exactly what I'd seen in the magazines. He moaned and told me not to stop. He moaned and yelled how great it feels. With tears running out of his eyes. He told me to keep going and don't stop. So I kept going. Just like the energizer bunny. I humped away. And away. And away. Suddenly, my friend started sucking my fingers. And that is when I felt an intense heat rise within me. I thrusted him faster and faster. I started feeling so good that I started shaking. I felt something build up inside of me. I needed to release it. I held my breath for as long as I could while I pumped deep inside of my friend. And I felt something explode from inside of me. I felt it like a hot piss coming out of me. A hot piss that felt like Heaven. It felt so good I punched my buddy as hard as I could in his ribs. And afterwards. We kissed.