My Sexual Experience

This is going to be where I describe the ins and outs of the past four years of my sex life. However, I have only had sex with three different men. From the amazing, to the good, and to the extremely bad. However, some might believe that I am gloating about what I've done and what I've managed to do, but some might suggest that I haven't had it as bad as a few others. But I'm just here to explain to you the juiciness about sex and the oral sex acts that you may be able to get yourself in to.

I finally started at the age of 16 with my first real, "serious" boyfriend who was the same age. We had both spoken about it previously but agreed that we would wait until we were 16. However, we were staying at his house whilst his mum was away on holiday. I can't really remember how we got on to the subject because I think we were playing some kind of shooting video game. So, going from a violent video game to sex is quite a bit different. However, the sex was not what I expected it to be. A very close friend of mine explained that she found it to be very painful and discomforting, but I just found it to be a weird sensation. Whether this was because I was worrying too much or we both didn't know what we were really doing I don't know. We carried on for about another 8–12 months after our first session. Although I never really found any of them to be spectacular or amazing.

Therefore, this leads me to my next partner where I found some of the sessions ended up taking my breath away, and frankly, I found to be absolutely amazing and also thrilling. However, we were courting for a few months before anything serious happened, but our usual sex acts were either in his car or out in a "public" place. However, I think that is what added to the thrill. Having to stay quiet just in case someone happened to walk past or if someone was getting closer to us. Although we had performed sexual acts out in public places more than I'd like to admit, but we had to work with what we had and we didn't really have a lot.

However, these sex sessions didn't turn out to be all that good, I don't whether it was because he was getting bored of having to do it in his garage, in public areas or in his car or whether he was just getting bored of the sexual acts altogether. But one day everything changed, and this is the bit of the story where I explain the extreme bad experiences that I have experienced in the past four years.

Although by the time that things had all changed, I must have had sex around 200–250 times, so by then I thought I knew what I was doing. But nothing seemed to please him after a few times of doing it in his garage. One day it all changed, we had actually gone to his flat to do our regular sex session, but something didn't sit right with me and from there I knew I should have just walked away and arranged a different time, but maybe if I did that I might not be here today writing about it. So here is what happened: I got roughed up, slapped, bitten, punched, kicked, and fucked all in the matter of 30–45 minutes. However, it felt like days until he finished. I felt as if I was a rag doll being thrown over to a dog that way he was throwing me about. But this wasn't the only time. It must have happened either once more or two more times after this session, but I try to block them because I never thought myself as being put in the position where I was too scared to move or even breathe at some points. However, I'm still surprised that I'm still alive some days after thinking what he did and what he could have done if his rage had actually taken over.

However, let's move on to the most amazing time in my past four-year experience to my last/present partner/boyfriend. We have tried so many different things in the past six months of being in a relationship together to trying out oral sexual acts in his car at the beginning of the relationship to him now spreading my legs for him to lick my pussy on our bed after we finish work.

It's difficult to think how you can find one man who will treat you like a rag doll, to finding a man who would walk through fire for you. Although, I am biased and know my partner will read this. I am now happier than I ever have been, and hope there are many more sexual experiences to have in the future.

I'm not saying everyone will go through this type of thing, but I'm sharing my experience with you all.